Help me out y'all

So I'm trying to tone up!! What should I do?!

My Future

That shows good results ??? 

1. Should I join a gym? 

2. Run around my neighborhood ? 

3. Go buy p90x? 

4. Weight loss pills? 

I mean I've kinda tried everything I'm just so over lugging' it ya feel?? 

I mean I battle with my weight more than Oprah Winfrey do on a daily basis there's not a day that goes by that I don't have candy I'm like addicted!!!!! 

Any who basically this blog is for me to get attention well I'm off to McDonald's & del taco it's almost time for a midnight snack besos!! 

SummerTime Sadness

Well not sad!!!! Not sad at all the summer by far the best EVER!!!!

                         💖KT 

                                                                   

The past few months have been so great!!!

I've honestly never had so much fun in my entire life! 

This summer I renewed my 20 yearlong friendship with my best friend Stephen. I'm so grateful for him. always being there for me and for his family which is basically my family I love them more than words can say. 

So many good things have happened this summer I met Stephens future husband! Bryan love him he's such a sweetie 

                   Bryan's the Best 

                          Sweetie 

Even though I've known Alyssa Caffaro most of my life I never realized what a super sweet, genuine, down to earth person she is ,I absolutely love her and this summer I'm so happy to have seen the silly side of that nigga she's by far one of the best people god has ever put on this earth. And she happened to marry sucha a sweetie, I'm so grateful for him. 

Johnny has truly  become one of my best friends and I'm happy to call you my god father! Woo! 

I'm so grateful for the both of you Johnny & Alyssa you my homies #thuglife 

The summer of 2013 has been the best I have ever had renewing friendships and making new ones I'm so thankful for all of you and love you so much, you have no idea how much y'all mean to me. I will never forget all the kind things you have done for me. 

With all that has happened in the last few months good and bad I feel this quote from One of my favorite plays sums it up 

  

"If somebody wants to walk out of your life, let - them - go!

Some people are meant to come into your life for a lifetime, some for only a season and you got to know which is which. And you're always messing up when you mix those seasonal people up with lifetime expectations.

I put everybody that comes into my life in the category of a tree. Some people are like leaves on a tree. When the wind blows, they're over there... wind blow that way they over here... they're unstable. When the seasons change they wither and die, they're gone. That's alright. Most people are like that, they're not there to do anything but take from the tree and give shade every now and then. That's all they can do. But don't get mad at people like that, that's who they are. That's all they were put on this earth to be. A leaf. 

Some people are like a branch on that tree. You have to be careful with those branches too, cause they'll fool you. They'll make you think they're a good friend and they're real strong but the minute you step out there on them, they'll break and leave you high and dry.

But if you find 2 or 3 people in your life that's like the roots at the bottom of that tree you are blessed. Those are the kind of people that aren't going nowhere. They aren't worried about being seen, nobody has to know that they know you, they don't have to know what they're doing for you but if those roots weren't there, that tree couldn't live. 

A tree could have a hundred million branches but it only takes a few roots down at the bottom to make sure that tree gets everything it needs. When you get some roots, hold on to them but the rest of it... just let it go. Let folks go."

I love the all the people in my life who are the roots and I'm so grateful to have you 

This has been a DD production 

Why do you go...

I was recently asked why I go to church and I usually always freeze up when I get put on the spot so I simply replied "because." That's all I said I was really sleepy and a lil out of it from starvation but I know why I go to church!!

I recently was baptized :) woo! And I'm so happy about that. Some time in June I had this strong feeling to seek it out.....church that is. 

Well for all y'all who don't know I'm 28 years old ancient!!! any who I had never been baptized,  well as I was saying I had this strong feeling (HG) come over me it was this amazing feeling and it only got stronger when it came to church. Now I feel super blessed that HG sought me out so I knew it was right, it was right for me and what an amazing experience it was to be washed clean. 

So back to that silly question "why do you go to church?" 

Well I go because the Holy Ghost filled my heart and I want to keep that feeling until the end I love that constant feeling of HG and would only want it to become stronger so that's why I go , I've made certain covenants that I can not break and will not sounds cray but its what must be done :) 

P.S.

Maybe it's because I'm a newbie but please let me know if become to preachy. I don't want to end up like Mandy lol 

Listen

Im a free spirit, always following my heart even if my heart has taken  me to the wrong place.... And let me tell you it has a few times. I appreciate those times the most because with every whim, love, adventure, move, dramatic existence which is me, I would not be me. I've grown in so may ways from my spontaneous, gypsy like actions. Granted at times the decisions I have made in the past may have been selfish but they were mine to make mine to mistake mine to experience. 

I can say that I have only been in love one time in my life and its takin  a long time to realize that it's not an actual person I fell in love with, I fell in love with Love!  I love the joy and happiness that love brings me  and others. The idea, the feel, the knowing that just having love in your  heart can conquer all things! now this may sound silly to some but to me and for others  who understand my realization woo woo!!! Don't get me wrong being in love with a person is amazing, And I really want that one day a  true love a soulmate my lobster someone to grow old with,  but for now I want to love me and everything about me and spread that love  to others in my life. 

As a child in my parents house they had 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 framed and I've always remembered those words 

Corinthians 13:4-8

⁴ Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵ It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶ Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷ It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

⁸ Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

It's takin me some time to understand these simple truths. 

God is Love and that feeling I've had all of my life was just that it was god. When I've had good strong feelings about certain things or that voice that may ring into your brain at times, well that's the spirit. We should listen to those promptings.  Listen to HG! your heart should always come first your joy will radiate around you. 

   

Now now I'm not trying to be a "Mandy or Joseph" that's the last thing I'd wanna do is shove religion down someone's throat. I just see someone I love and care about in so much pain and it breaks my Heart because I know what they have is true 

I dedicate this short blog post to my best friend Stephen Hampton & Bryan Holgate 

Forget your head and listen to your heart. 

Love you both so very much.

"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition" -SJ

love, Daniel 

Night night 

PS sorry if this makes no sense I'm like half asleep 

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